I need to shut myself from people for awhile. Its just too much for me T.T

IM EXHAUSTED BUT I CANT SLEEP

 

JUST UNDERSTAND MY SITUATION

I know you guys are just friends but please la. 

CROSS OUT WHAT YOU'VE DONE

graduated high school.
smoked a cigarette.
kissed someone. (apart from family)
gotten so drunk you passed out.
ridden every ride at an amusement park.
collected something really stupid.
gone to a rock concert.
helped someone.
gone fishing.
watched four movies in one night.
gone long periods of time with out sleep.
lied to someone.
snorted cocaine.
failed a class.
dealt drugs.
been in a car accident.
been in a tornado.
done hard drugs.
watched someone die.
been to a funeral.
burned yourself.
run a marathon.
cried yourself to sleep.
spent over $200 in one day.
flown on a plane.
cheated on someone.
been cheated on.
written a 10 page letter.
gone skiing.
been sailing.
cut yourself.
had a best friend.
lost someone you loved.
shoplifted something.
been to jail.
dangerously close to being in jail.
had detention.
skipped school.
got in trouble for something you didn’t do. <-- a lot, esp dlm class when ateyn yg ckp, not me.
stolen books from the library.
gone to a different country.
dropped out of school.
been in a mental hospital.
watched the “harry potter” movies.
had an online diary.
fired a gun.
gambled in a casino.
had a yard sale.
had a lemonade stand.
actually made money at the lemonade stand.
been in a school play.
taken a lie detector test.
swam with dolphins.
gone to sea world.
voted for someone on a reality tv show.
written poetry.
read more than 20 books a year.
gone to europe.
loved someone you shouldn’t have.
used a coloring book over age 12. <-- h8 coloring
had surgery.
had stitches.
taken a taxi.
seen the washington monument.
had more than 5 im’s online conversations going at once.
overdosed.
had a drug or alcohol problem.
been in a fist fight.
suffered any form of abuse.
had a hamster.
pet a wild animal.
used a credit card.
gone surfing in california.
done “spirit day” at school.
dyed your hair.
gotten a tattoo.
had something pierced.
gotten straight a’s.
been on the honor roll.
known someone with hiv or aids.
taken pictures with a webcam.
started a fire.
gotten caught having/going to a party while parents were gone.

-stolen from ninie's cuz im bored like fvck

MY HEART ACHES JUST SEEING HER FACE UGH

Im not gonna say it but deep deep inside of me, I know there's still this tad bit of jealousy still lingering, waiting to be released and exposed and to be naked free. Sometimes I just wish that she would just go away. Pindah kat Kelantan ke apa. And yes, bagi la takde line kat sana ke en. So that she wouldnt be texting or calling or online her facebook or contacting us here. Then I will be forever satisfied. Heh. And p/s: This is not about that tudung girl. K.

Im not being mean. Im just.. a girl who tend to forgive but forever will not forget.
Sorry for being me.

FAIZ KATA, "MUKA SEMUA STIM BARU BALIK CLUB!"

K serious aku rasa harini kelakar. Siang td pergi Wangsa Walk dgn family Faliq beli Domino's nak celebrate birthday Faliq yg tertunggak tu. Beli sekali enam kotak guna kupon Nad. Then pergi la Secret Recipe nak makan cake jgk. Ingat nak mkn pizza kat sana jgk sbb mak Faliq mmg confirm habis boleh mkn outside food kat situ. Dah order air and cake pun dah sampai. Tgk-tgk budak tu dtg kat mak Faliq kata pizza tak boleh makan kat sini. Mak Faliq dah bengang, "Eh tapi kitorang dah beli cake kan! Kitorang tak buang sampah kat sini la." Tapi orang tu kata tk boleh jgk. Mak Faliq marah kata cancel terus order air. Kita makan kat rumah je. Serious lawak. Then balik rumah Faliq. Best oh ramai-ramai makan, borak-borak, gelak-gelak. Cewah muehehehehe. Then semua perut dah boroi, semua duk lepak kat depan tv tengok Cinta Kolestrol si Erra dgn Yusri/Yusry tu. Annoying oh cerita tu. Faiz dah bising-bising dah kata cerita melayu selalu mcm ni la apa la. Haha bising.

Then dah agak masa utk seorang anak dara balik, so balik lah shayew. Hixhixhix.

RANDOM

I want my money. I want my money.

WRINKLED BITCH

Semalam Sabtu aku pergi kenduri kahwin sepupu mak aku. Mmg ramai betul la adik-beradik belah mak aku ni. Mcm anak raja semuanya. And yg paling bestnya, lama aku tk pergi tengok diorang, semua dah tinggi-tinggi handsome-handsome and single. HEHEHEHEHEHEHE. Oh yang pompuan pompuan aku taktau ah. Banyak nak kahwin je. So maleh nak ambil kisah. Tapi Kak Ayu punya gown kahwin smlm sumpah lawa gila babi. Selalu kan orang buat kebaya je utk orang pakai tudung tapi ni mmg lawa. K tu je.

Td aku nangis-nangis call Tokwan aku sebab aku baru dapat tahu yg Tok Kedah (nenek) aku sakit dah lima hari and tk makan lima hari. Ayah aku pun balik Kedah td naik kancil. Mintak-mintak la takde pape jadi.

Ada tiga benda dlm hidup aku yg aku tk boleh tahan:

1. Cicak besar, cicak kecik, lipas terbang, benda-benda yg crawl.
2. Tengok darah yg banyak, nanti aku pitam.
3. Tengok/tahu org-org yg aku sayang menangis terutama sekali ayah aku.

LESEN L

OH MY GOD SYOK SIAL DRIVE TD!
I CAN DIE! ESOK ADA LAGI! YAY!

And btw, sumpah muka aku dlm L tu mcm indon ugh Ninie lagi la :p

AKU TAHU RAHSIA ATEYN HEHE

click to enlarge (ee buta ke apa?)

HOLE IN YOUR ASS

Mcm sial uncle jiran Ninie boleh main tukar-tukar jadual lesen pulak. Kejap Jumaat kejap Khamis. Dia tk fikir ke orang dah buat plan hari Khamis ni. Isk. Cerita keling betul. (Mmg keling pun)

K im not a racist ugh shadap yu madap~

READ IT

SS AKA SAYAH SEBAB

Aku lepak dgn ayah aku dah two days in a row dah ni. Kinda best la jgk sbb duit tk keluar hehe and lama tk spend time dgn dia. And td aku nak check UPU tu then dia boleh kata aku takde dlm rekod permohonan diorang. Mcm babi takde apak kau! Sumpah aku dah gelabah td! Then aku baca betul-betul dia kata utk FASA 2. Hehe silap. So aku buat la permohonan utk FASA 2 pulak. Mula-mula boleh masuk then server error pulok. Very nice.

p/s: ESOK DYE RAMBUT SAYAH SEBAB! BEST SBB BOLEH CURI PAKAI SIKIT HEHE

SORRY SAYANG HEHE

DADDY'S GIRL

I will always be his little girl <3

KREKKREKKREKKREK

The fuck! Sumpah aku terkejut gila td. Aku tgh syok syok stalk blog orang dlm kesunyian ni then tiba-tiba keluar pulak bunyi cengkerik, lagu dari blog Mira. Sial. Sumpah aku ingat ada perompak sebelah aku td ugh this is insane! Degup jantung aku ni tk stop-stop lagi. Serious I wont go to Mira's blog ever again. Period. K.

Sigh. Sekarang ni tgh tunggu uncle india jiran ninie call suruh buat lesen amali tu sigh bila ni pakcik oi? Dah seminggu ni. Aku dah bayar ugh. Serious bosan. Kakak aku dah masuk study. Faliq dah masuk study. Nak keluar dgn diorang but $$$ kering. Nak try makan angin guna kereta sendiri but lesen takde lagi. Nak pi swimming but mama tak kasi. Isk sedihnya hidup aku. Aku nak kerja kat Gelato ice cream tu but ayah aku ckp, "Aiman takyah kerja la. Kat luar tu bermacam-macam jenis orang. Ada yg (apa entah dia kata mula-mula aku lupa), ada yg tak sekolah la. Kita kena berkawan dgn org yg educated, yg matang baru boleh berjaya. Ni kang duk terpengaruh dgn diorang sebab mentality diorang lain drpd org yg educated ni blablabla." Aku pun maleh la nak argue sbb dia ayah aku. Kalau mak aku yg cakap tu mmg dah lama aku menjawab. But takpe. Tak boleh kerja pun takpe. Asalkan duit masuk. Hixhixhix. Im so bad but what to do hehe B-)

p/s: K tak sabar rasanya nak jadi hairstylist utk DD aka Dayah Debab Jumaat ni. HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE.

IM SO TIRED, I NEED TO SLEEP, DONT WAKE ME UP

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE STAB ME AND LET ME DIE SLOWLY? I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE. YOURE HURTING ME. YOURE HURTING ME. YOURE HURTING ME. JUST STOP IT. FUCKING STOP. PLEASE! I KNOW IT WAS MY FAULT AND HOW CHILDISH I WAS JUST NOW BUT HOW COULD YOU BE SO MEAN? I THOUGHT YOU KNEW ME WELL INSIDE AND OUT? BUT I GUESS I WAS WRONG, EY? YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ME. NOTHING.





HOW COULD YOU BE SO MEAN? T.T