Yeah I Do Sins Gotta Prob?

Im currently IM-ing with a lessy.
And she's definitely the flirty type.
But sumpah aku asyik tergelak je.


HO-HO Meri Kerismas. Meri Kerismas ;')

Stop Calling I Won't Take It Im busy

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I Promise My Dear I'll Put Nothing Above Yah

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Im Not Signing Any Monkey Papers

Ok. Hari ni aku rasa aku byk gelak oh. Lepak dgn gang Ampang ni boleh gila aku jadi. Kesian si Billah takde dah fly pergi Sabah. Kalau tak, boleh bising-bising pasal Subway. Haha. But anything pun korang mmg terbaik ah. Mmg baik gila babi ah! Sanggup korang en sampai tanak biarkan aku sorang-sorang, pergi tanya abg counter tu boleh tukar seats yg paling depan sekali tu! Seats depan sekali je yg tinggal. Diorang pulak dah beli awal-awal tickets semua ni and row diorang mmg row paling terbaik ah. So aku agak terharu aa diorang buat demi kawan en. BRAVO :')


(Pictures upload later)


Eh if tak paham. Takpe ah. Biar aku dgn diorang jelah yg paham -.-"

You're Saying That I Look Better If I Was Thinner?!

Tiba-tiba je terasa nak tau apa the latest goss sekarang ni. And InsyaAllah esok aku keluar. But taktau kemana -.-
(Belagak tak cara aku type? KUA-HUA!)
Current song: Go On Girl by Ne-Yo.



CIAO PIG-HEARTS!

There's Gonna Be One Less Lonely Girl

The word for today is commitment. And that is a very strong word.
Got to prepare myself for loads of thunderic questions that came from him when he read those entries.
BE STRONG, YES BE REALLY STRONG.


Oh God, I really need my closest friends to be with me, right here, right now. I miss cracking the all lame jokes with 'em. When do I get to hang out with 'em pretty whores? Fine, with 'em pretty bitches. TA-DAA! Babi gila lameee -.-"

Save Me From Crying About Something Thats Terrifying

It's 3.14 in the morning right now. And so I've decided to put my last post about my ruined relationship, all the jealousy thingy away in draft. Ok maybe not. Its down there. Anyways, I've really been thinking a lot lately and I've been making this whole conclusion about it, and that is Im a hella fucked up person whose afraid of facing the reality. Aah, aku ni just seorang yg kerdil tapi bercakap besar. Pity orang mcm aku ni. Haih. I know I've done so many many wrong things to everyone, especially my family, my close friends, and not to be missed, Faliq Koderi. I just wanna apologize to everyone. I want to apologize to every single person in this beautiful world whom I've done even the slightest mistake(s) to him/her before its too late. If only I can take back all my wrongdoings. Yeah If only. Sometimes I just wanna be alone and care for nobody, nobody except for myself and thinking how I could survive being alone in this big big world. Hmph.

Fuck. I just need to talk to someone right now.
And I think this relationship between me and Faliq are just not gonna work out. Its too damn hard. And I don't know what else to do.

Ya Allah, save me. Save me please. Just give me your mercy.



T.T

GET OUTTA MY FACE AND GO ROT IN HELL!

First sekali, aku dah lama simpan benda ni and aku tak boleh nak cakap dekat kau secara face-to-face/on the phone/text. Bukan sebab aku pengecut ke ape, just aku takut bila aku cakap dgn kau live aku takut aku buat kau kecik hati ke mcm guna perkataan yg amat kesat yg tak penah lagi aku guna dekat kau selama setahun kita couple ni. So better here than aku buat something stupid kan? And fyi Im not trying to be a desperate girlfie here but if something yg korang rasa benda kecik je ni happened to you guys personally, then you'll know how I feel. Here goes..


Sumpah dari dulu sampai sekarang aku tak boleh accept perempuan yg bernama Amal tu. Fine, aku admit dia mmg lawa dan sesuai dgn ciri-ciri perempuan yg kau nak, pakai tudung tutup aurat semua. And kau penah ckp dekat aku once and sampai sekarang aku ingat lagi. Time tu dekat dlm BB Plaza and kita bertembung dgn orang-orang yg jenis pakai shawl tu. And kau ckp "I suka tgk orang yg pakai tudung jenis mcm tu." Aku tak fikir ape pun. Then aku check comment kau dulu and kau ada comment dgn dia. And tiba-tiba aku terfikir, perempuan ni pakai tudung mcm ni. And kau dah lama kawan dgn dia. And cara kau comment pun mcm happy je. "Dapat PLKN." "Yeke? Rindu you lah nanti ni. Haha." Aku fikir-fikir-fikir and aku try fikir positive. Tapi ntah lah.. Bila aku buat mcm tu dgn jantan lain kau marah, kau jealous Ya-Rabbi. So aku sabar je.


Then kau boleh pulak cakap perempuan bernama Sarah ke ape babi lancau dia tu lawa depan aku?! Aku tau ape aku dengar ok! Dont you fucking dare to say any girl 'LAWA' depan aku ok? Aku tak bape heran sgt if kau nak pasang dua dekat belakang aku ke, ckp bape juta lawa kt perempuan lain dekat belakang aku ke, sebab aku tau kita bukan forever. And aku dah ckp dekat kau pun kan benda ni? Tapi kau nak aku buat mcm mana lagi? Heh. Tapi tolong lah jgn buat semua benda tu DEPAN AKU! If you wanna play this way, I can play that way. Kau tgk ah nanti.



Aku boleh buat kau jealous sampai kau meraung melutut dekat aku suroh STOP ok, YOU FUCKING BASTARD!!!

This Used To Be A Fun House But Now You Tell Me

Do you really have to be mad at me just because Im being friend with your 'God-knows-since-when-I-think-maybe-donkey-years-ago-kut' enemy? As a 16 year old lah kan, I think we can all think better now. Haih. Ok tak ok? Kalau tak ok, tolong lah fikir balik. Just remember to not put your ego way too high. Berdosa kalau kita putuskan talian silaturrahim ni.



CEWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! HO-HO-HO!

Just Burn The Fuckers Down in 5 4 3 2 1

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Don't Put The Blame On The Al-Al-Al-Alcohol

Senang cerita sekarang aku dah takde duit. Memang takde langsung dlm celah purse, celah bag, celah gigi, celah tetek, celah kangkang, semua tempat mmg takde. Mcm mana aku nak keluar ni ha? Nak korek mana lagi? Kau bagi lah idea sikit selain kerja sbb aku tak boleh kerja. Dan aku mmg taknak kerja pun. Buat penat aku je, dapat pun ciput. Baik aku mintak mak aku. So what if aku habiskan duit mak aku? Macam kau tak. Kau jgn nak belagak babi baik sgt eh. Kalau kau guna walau RM1 pun duit mak bapak kau, mmg hilang lah mata kau sebelah aku korek guna kuku aku -.-

Hmm sekarang ni aku asyik mimpi yg bukan-bukan oh. Jenis mcm horror aa. Jenis mcm aku bunuh orang. Orang bunuh orang. And yg ada melibatkan darah semua. Aku tak tau lah kenapa syaiton nak mempermainkan aku sampai mcm ni sekali. Haih.

Ha semalam tu yg kt BB tu mmg crowded habis ah. Sumpah aku tak suka. Tapi kan aku mmg suka to be surrounded by loads of people ni but semalam mmg aku mcm tak suka sgt. Adoi. Aku boleh jd pening doh tgk orang terkinja-kinja mcm tu. Guess I ain't a concert girl after all, huh? Whatever. Aku tak rugi ape pun :')

They Need An Excuse To Suck Our Cocks PFFT

Plans in stores for today:

1. Pergi Sg Wang tgk 100% Gempak Starz Festival.
2. Pergi BB tgk ada ape kecoh-kecoh.
3. Pergi Low Yatt tgk camera ape ntah FE-4010.
4. Lunch.
5. Riki-riki barang dekat Pavilion > SALE!

Gaah RIKI-RIKI?! Influence sape ntah ni -.-"

I Am Pure Heat So Get Outta My Way Suckers

Like gaah for the first time in my entire effing life Im addicted to chocolates. IM IN LOVE WITH HERSHEY'S KISSES! Yeah call me lame but theseeeeeeeeee are my super life saver. Tapi. Diorang dah nak habis dah. SIALANCAU. Bagi lah aku duit nak pergi beli ni dekat Giant SM. Cepat ah! Terhegeh-hegeh! -.-"


Oh aah lah, aku rindu nak makan kari kepala ikan dekat ada satu kedai ni dekat Uptown mana ntah. Mmg SLURRRRRRP habis!

Mr. Pete Doherty/Julian Casablancas

Ok I don't really know whether this date, 20th Nov betul ke tak. Bantai jelah. Heh. And again, I know you won't be reading this but fuck it here goes nothing, eh? Hmm, I just wanna wish you a big..

HAPPY FUCKING 18TH BIRTHDAY!

You must be really excited huh turning to this big one-eight? Or maybe not. So here's the time to start partying 24/7 with all the brothah and sistah, catch all those 18SGPLSX movies and yeah, you're pretty much can do all the illegal stuff. Hebat hebat. And good luck on becoming the major success pilot that you've been wishing for like i don't know, forever? Yeah. Oh by-the-shitting-way, please ignore the fact that I once said it out loud about how stupid your look is. And by that I mean about the incident dekat dalam store in BB tu. The leather jacket? Ok Im sorry. KUA-HUA. What a laugh. Ok. END.

Just Give What Mummy Likes PURRR!

MOTTO OF THE YEAR:
'Nothing Tastes As Good As Skinny Feels'

I Saw A UFO But Nobody Believes Me

Hari ini sama je mcm hari biasa-biasa. Pagi sampai petang tgk Astro sampai mabuk. Dah agak petang sikit pergi rumah Ninie main PS2 dgn dia dan Izham. Asyik main Tekken ape babi ntah lawan-lawan. Dan aku asyik kalah. Haih. Nak buat mcm mana. Tapi ada lah jugak kadang-kadang menang tu. Aku bukannya noob sgt mcm Fatin. Harap habuk je main GTA. Pergi neraka sekali tgk mcm mana ==

Sekarang ni aku rasa mcm bosan sgt hidup after habis sekolah ni. Tak tau nak buat ape. Nak kerja mama tak bagi. Nak keluar duit tak cukup. Haih. Nak buat ape lagi ya selain belajar? :/

Hari ni jugak aku masak nasi goreng bertelur. Mmg power. Tapi susah jugak eh nak masak nasi goreng ni? Meletup-letup! Mcm Chandramukhi letupan dia. Takut aku nyah. AWW AWW! Ha, dan aku jugak sekarang ni suka layan dangdut. Bergelek sakan aku dekat rumah depan ikan-ikan peliharaan apak aku ni. TINA-KETI-KETANA! GELEK-GELEK!


(Eh aku ni mata duitan ke? Hmm fikir kejap $.$)

Know That I'll Be Forever Dirt

Aku bosan. Nak keluar tapi takde kereta. Nak boros-boros tapi takde duit. Nak makan tapi takde yg nak belanja. Senang cerita aku dah gila. Blog aku ni makin bosan la. Takde isi. Byk mengarut. Ape lagi yg best eh dgn teknologi sekarang ni? Dan fyi aku agak takut bila tiba pukul 4 petang nanti. Ya, betul aku takut. Mcm mana ni? :S


pee to the wee/ Aku nak kawin dgn Kim C si tua yg pendiam tapi kaya.. kut YEE-HAA! Dan sape-sape yg ada kereta, jom la kita berkenalan? HA-HA ==

Frizzy Hair, Curly Hair, Straight Hair, No Hair

Im gonna be forever paranoid.
And my nails are neon-ish yellow-ish.
And Im being attack-tack by my sis.
And my sis's nails are neon-ish orange-ish.
And we're laughing our heads off.
Babi sumpah busan takde kerja! GATAL-GATAL-GATAL.


HO-HO Mari Kerismas everibadi ==

High-Bitch Low-Bitch Tell Me?

No I did not hit you.
I simply high-fived your face.

Gimme Your Ugly Leather-Studded Kisses

From One Utama > Ikea > Curve > SOGO > Pavilion. Meletoppp nyah!

Ok. Semalam ingat nak pergi Fly.fm tu but what the hell, maleh gila nak jalan-jalan. Dah ah ramai gila babi rempit sampai naik bedarah-darah mata aku tgk baju-baju 'saya sayang mak saya' tu. Haih. Tolong la paham situasi. Cukup-cukup lah korang dah memonopoli Pavilion tu, sekarang amek OU pulak ke? Isk. Marah betul ni.

Then, pergi Ikea lunch. Lepas tu pergi Curve pulak cari MAC ada ke. Tapi mmg takde. Ingat nak pergi SOGO but Pavi lagi dekat. So patah balik singgah Pavi saja beli MAC mama. Haih. Mamat keje MAC Pavi tu walaupun aww aww nyah sikit tapi lazat doh. Mmg SLURRRRPP habis! Hmm aku nak try jadi aww aww jugak ah. Boleh blend in dgn dia. Tak gitu class nya nyah? AWWW! Mua-Kua-Hua.

Damansara, Malaysia

Apa aku nak buat dekat sana, ya? OUT!

I Want Your Psycho Your Vertigo Stick

Well I know that basically everybody dah own this pair of red chucks but what the hell, it is still my obsession aside from the word CHUGGY/CHUGS. Heh. Call me weird, I don't really give a fuck right now because red is my thing and I grew up with red and damn straight, I breath red. Get it? Yeah I suck in English. Correct kan la if kau bagus sgt? Tgk, dah emo. Shit.

I just need enough money je right now. KUA-HUA.

Work It Im A Free Bitch Baby

Haih. Aku tiba-tiba teringat pulak dekat Syahir ex-Alya ni. Kata-kata dia bagi dekat aku mmg PERGH. Masa tu hari Rabu and jumpa lah diorang semua ni dekat pasar malam. Aku chill jelah pakai baju tidur Digimon tu. And si Syahir ni boleh pulak gelak-gelak, "Hari tu aku baru je kutuk ada sape tu pergi pasar malam pakai baju tidur. Sekarang kau pulak. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!"

Aii, tak kan pergi pasar malam pun nak berdandan. Over lah tu nyah. Dah rumah aku berapa tapak je pun dari pasar malam tu, capai jelah ape yg ada depan mata. Yelah, lain kali aku pergi pasar malam aku pakai dress eh? Alahai bangang ==

HUGGAH-HUGGAH-HUGGAH

Sial. Semalam aku mimpi agak teruk. Dia panjang gila. Aku asyik terjaga je. Bila tidur balik, mimpi tu sambung balik. Bangang. Last sekali cerita tu, aku bunuh orang. Mcm scary gila. Dekat area rumah aku pulak tu tempat dia. Aku mula-mula cekik mamat tu. Cekik punya lah cekik tak mati-mati jugak. Ada pulak kayu yg agak keras dekat tepi aku tu. Dah aku bengang mamat tu tak mati-mati, aku amek kayu tu aku cucuk-cucuk leher dia. Darah jgn ckp ah mengalir-mengalir tapi tak memancut. Pelik.

Lepas tu aku sumbat mamat tu dalam buluh lemang dan aku letak dalam kereta. BULUH LEMANG TU BANG! KECIK KAU TAU! JGN MAIN-MAIN! Aku tak potong ape pun mamat tu, boleh pulak muat dalam buluh lemang en. Ahaa. Aku bagitau mak aku yg aku bunuh orang, dia buat bodoh je. Sambil baca surat khabar dia kata "Polis tak tangkap Aiman derr. Orang tu orang jahat." Bapak ah mak aku == Lepas tu..


Aku tau aku tgh cium tangan mak aku sbb mak aku kejut suroh bangun, dia nak pergi kerja dah. Ahaa.



NOTE: Aku cepat emo sekarang. Sorry. And bagitau aku cara-cara nak get over satu orang ni tanpa berkata dia player. Aku tau dia player. OK.

You Wanna Get Dizzy Then Roll With Me

I kinda messed with everyone's head lately. And fyi another one just happened petang td. Nice. They just got real mad at me and yeah, it was all my fault. Haih. Im sorry. I totally didn't mean it. Well sorta. Pfft. Fuck it.

Tomorrow > class party > can't wait? :/
It better be good because susah payah aku cari lagu-lagu shake-shake ni. HOHO.



My current obsession: The word CHUGGY. Hmm. I wonder what he's doing right now ==

Be A Dear And Lemme Have Those

JENG-JENG-JENG!
Siapakah budak C yg korang cari-cari ni?
Aku nak bagitau mmg tak ah. Ahaa.
Pergi ah cari sendiri tapi jgn cari lagi bagus. YAWN ;O


Seriously, I need a new pair of red Chucks. CHUGGYCHUGGY!

Im The Mentor She's The Protege

Aku suka lelaki ini ♥

Pergi rumah Iman boleh jadi gila doh. Whole time aku layan Husna je. Padan muka kau. Kau baca lah buku Sidney Sheldon kau tu puas-puas. Da ah everytime aku ckp-ckp dgn Husna asyik menyampuk. Tak habis-habis curi-curi dgr conversation kitorang en? BENGONG.

Lepas tu dah bosan sgt tak tau nak buat ape, kitorang main snap. Sumpah tunggang terbalik rumah. Asyik jerit mcm org hilang anak. Lepas tu duk curi-curi card la. Mcm sial. Tapi mmg best. Umaey ada dekat tepi tu baca news. Aku rasa dia mesti tak tenteram doh. Tapi aku tau sebenarnya dia nak main jugak tu but kena bajet macho en, so baca ah news kau tu. Ahaa.

Dah petang tu bwk Husna makan Ayamas. Dah makan-makan semua, hantar Husna balik and kitorang straight pergi playground rumah Aida. Gang-gang Baldiman ni semua pun ada dkt taman. Then, aku suggest naik bukit jalan-jalan kejap. Dah sampai atas bukit tu ada pulak rempit dua ekor ni mcm sial punya perangai. Nampak kitorang terus pergi dekat gila dgn kitorang. DEKAT GILA! Mmg tak safe doh. Lepas tu tak habis-habis, "Hai wak. Hati-hati turun, nanti jatuh." Mmg bising gila ah. Sumpah aku takut gila! Then, aku lari laju gila turun bukit sambil tarik tgn Iman. Iman lembab gila turun. Haih. Lepas tu hujan lebat gila, kitorang boleh pulak stay satu tempat je sbb nak suroh gang Baldiman tu blah dulu. Korang amek masa lama gila nak siap-siap en? Isk.


Yang aku musykil ni, ada satu cerita pasal Umaey ni yg buat aku tergelak. Tapi maleh ah nak cerita. END.

Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word

Haih. Benda kecik boleh jadi benda besar. Aku tak tau la ape masalah kita semua ni. Isk. Sorry la Fatin if aku ada buat kau kecik hati ke. Aku tau eventhough kau tak tunjuk tapi kau simpan dalam hati en? Heh. Macam td tu aku tak tau la kau saje je nak buat aku dgn Iman gelabah ke atau memang betul-betul.

But suka hati kau la nak terus marah ke ape. Aku tak tau la pulak kau terasa sampai mcm tu sekali en. Sebab kita semua kan memang dah selalu sgt ckp mcm tu. Marah-marah kau semua. Jerit-jerit dekat kau. Haih. Jgn la marah lama sgt sebab nanti dekat class dah tak best. Susah nak gelak. Nanti sape nak gang dgn aku kacau Anusheini? Iman bukan layan sgt pun. Kau jelah harapan aku nak bergelak bersama sbb duduk sebelah-sebelah. Hmph. Aku mintak maaf.

GANG DTRN/REMPITAN JALANAN

Do You Want To Go To The Seaside?

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And Im Already Goneee

Ya, saya tidak ke sekolah hari ini. Pergi sekolah tak tau apa nak buat. Duduk rumah pun tak tau apa nak buat. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO-SAN!


Semalam kan pertama kali nya period aku bocor kena baju kurung sekolah. Kalau tak selalu kena kain je. Tapi nasib baik dah sampai rumah and takde sape nampak kecuali bapa ku. Heh. Whatever. Asal aku cerita pasal ni ha?

After mandi-mandi semua, jumpa Haznie dgn Alya dekat SM. Gossip-gossip tak ingat dunia. Haih. Dan semalam juga aku rasa aku buat satu benda paling bangang sgt. Mula-mula masa sampai SM pergi lah kejap dekat booth Mcd Ice Cream tu. Tunggu gila babi lama sial! Aku dah ingat game Diner Dash dah masa customer semua blah terus dgn kepulan asap tu. Haih. TEGHUK! Ok, finally dah dapat ice cream aku. Harga dia rm1.05 and aku bayar rm1.10. Aku maleh ah nak amek baki so dgn tiba-tiba nya aku boleh plak ckp dkt cina tu, "Ha ok lah. Byeee. Eh, thank you." Aku blah cepat-cepat. Sebenarnya, aku nak ckp tk pyh baki tapi yg keluar bye. Dah lah masa ckp byeee tu senyum lebar. Mesti dia ingat aku nk ngorat dia. TOLONG LA PAHAM SITUASI!



Hari ini Rabu. Ticket wayang sgt murah. Macam mana ni, ya?

STOP And Put Ya Hands Up So I Can See Ya!

Kena pergi SM pulak mkn tomyam.
Rambut tgh basah lagi ni. Haih.


Be Right Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack!

GET THE F OFF ME!

It will be more than enough if my parents would be more considerate and understanding! >:'(

Clicka Smile From My Face

Me, Iman and Fatin have been thinking about doing some volunteering work on this coming holidays. And I certainly can't wait.

At first, Iman suggested to take a part-time job and I asked my mom if I could take one but she disapproved. Heh, Im not entirely upset because I knew she wouldn't let me on the first place. So, whatever. Then, I did some research and I came up with the idea of doing some volunteering at Zoo Negara. Yeah, you heard me, Zoo Negara! IM GONNA WORK WITH THOSE YAHOO ANIMALS! InsyaAllah *giggles*

They're currently searching for volunteers and must be at least 16 and above. And we're 16 and I am absolutely happy! I am printing out the form right now. Tak sabar nak tunjuk diorang esok!


But jadi volunteer ni tak dapat duit en? ALAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

Watch Me Getting Physical, Outta Control

Dekat sekolah tadi dapat papers balik. Kinda sad bila dapat English. Trying hard gila nak tahan daripada menangis but mmg tak boleh tahan. Haih. Mcm tu ah bila dah selesa sgt selalu duduk dekat atas, kena uji pulak duduk dekat bawah mmg tak boleh terima ah ;S Sejarah paper 2 mcm tungkik! Esok dapat paper 1 punya. Bao Yeng kata aku kena dapat at least 22 betul dalam paper 2 baru lulus. BANGANG. Mcm mana la nanti, ya?

Then, lepas sekolah terus lunch dekat Manhattan Fish Market, Sogo. Lepas tu pergi tempat ftn, Pertama Complex. Ahaa. Bapa nya nak amek cermin mata dia. Mmg byk betul cina jual hp. Hoh. Lama dah tak pergi sana. Tapi aku tak rindu langsung. Weekends nanti penuh ah dgn rempit bwk helmet. Mcm Chandramukhi. Takut aku!



p/s Mana kau ni gila? Aku duk tunggu kau ni ha dari semalam takde pun! >:')

Do I Get My Life Back?

"Im a dick, Im a-dick-ted to you." by Simple Plan

Gaah, my posts are all getting shorter by the second. Ahaa :)

He Died. The End.

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My Heart Skipped A Beat

You Make Me Feel So Good

Im currently stuffing myself with a homemade lasagna. *menjilat lantai yg penuh dgn sisa lasagna* Btw, when the exams was finally over, I didn't know that my life would suddenly turned out to be BOOOOOOOOORING. Haih.


And I need to see him. Today. But..