I Just Want..

Im fucking tired. Fuck me lah.


...

And tiba-tiba je aku rindu suzy.chia yg dulu.
Yg bukan kept telling everybody all those kau-kan-hot bullshit tu.
KREK-KREK-KREK bodoh lah camni ==

Human Photoshop

Ok. Sekarang ni aku banyak habiskan masa aku dgn tgk movie. And kadang-kadang je aku tgk buku. Tu pun kakak aku paksa. Heh. Dia cakap SPM ni dia nak aku dpt A dalam Bahasa Malaysia, Bahasa Inggeris, Matematik, Agama, Prinsip Perakaunan, dan Sains. 6A je aku dapat? (InsyaAllah) Tu pun kalau dapat lah. Macam tak berguna je aku ni. Takpe takpe. Kita tgk sape yg tak berguna lepas ni.

Tapi sampai sekarang aku taktau nak jadi ape. Bapak aku cakap dia tak kisah aku nak jadi ape sekali pun tp yg penting lulus dan ada A ke byk A dia ckp. Lebih kurang la. Tp sampai sekarang aku malas nak belajar. Bila aku start belajar aku rasa takde lah teruk sgt belajar ni. Tapi esok tu aku tetap malas. Haih. SUSAH-SUSAH.

Next year dah mula ada homework. Aku benci homework. Terutama sekali yg part susah punya. Kalau ada homework pun aku nak yg senang-senang je. "Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, bagi lah homework tahun depan aku dapat buat dan teramatlah senang utk aku menjawabnya. Amin."

Now She Got Me Singing

Ok. Mmg lumrah hidup ah kalau kita cakap belakang-belakang ni. Even aku yg baik ni pun aku tak bape terkejut korang ada jugak cakap belakang. EHEM! Kita just kene buat bodoh jelah. Kalau kita buat benda baik takde sape pulak nk cakap kan. So fikir lah balik ape kau dah buat. Mulut orang ni kita tak boleh nak tutup melainkan kita bagi.. Dildo. TEEEEEEEET! GASAK TAK TAU! ;-P

And serious shit aku tak sabar nak dtg rumah Ftn esok. Sebelum tu pegi Jusco tgk movie. Iman nak layan JALANG dol! >:-D

Are You Hungry For Americans?

Comments: Mula-mula mmg slow sikit, nyaris nak tutup. Then mmg penuh dgn lawak bodoh. Aku suka dua part cakap ni, "Haa inilah yg kita taktau ni!" "Eeee, sape mat salleh bodoh ni?" Mmg aku gelak gila babi ah time Serina Misterina tu. LAWAK! Rates: ♥♥♥♥♥

Comments: Aku tak suka hantu budak yg dlm poster ni. Gigi buruk cukup ah! And aku benci pakcik tua kepala terbalik tu. Main kejar-kejar kepala babi dia ah. AKU BENCI HANTU KEJAR-KEJAR YG LAJU NI! Rates: ♥♥♥♥♥

Comments: WAH aku tgk unrated punyaaa. Heh. Aku tak suka gigi tajam dia bila dia nak makan org tu. BABI HODOH! And aku perasan dia jarang tutup mulut dia. Konon sexy ah tuu? And mmg WOW lah bila dia buat lesbian scene dgn Needy tu. HEHE >:'D Rates: ♥♥♥♥♥

I ♥ ME

Sure enough, on this very date, 26th of Dec,
I've technically become a year older.

Happy 16th Birthday to me,
Aiman Maisarah Yahya :")

Spin The Wheel

Comments: Hmm cerita ni cool lah jugak eventho lembab nak mampus. But still aku dpt bertahan sbb hero dia dlm cerita Shopaholic tuuu. Mmg WOW lah! Dia basically cerita dah nk dekat dgn Twilight, New Moon semua sbb dia ada kaitan dgn werewolves. But tkde lah werewolves dia bertubuh sikspek mcm New Moon tuu. BLERGH! Ok done :-) Rates: ♥♥♥♥♥

Comments: GAWD rasa mcm nk makan je screen bila tgk menatang ni. Dah lah masa dia kecik comel je dgn mata bulat dia tu. AWWWW! And yes, I admit aku penah ckp yg cerita ni busan but wtv. Heh. So yup, this movie is hella fun to watch. Mmg oh-so-delicious SLURP! Rates: ♥♥♥♥♥

Oh So EASY

Location: Kampung aku dekat Kedah.
Sape-sape nk beras free, moh la dtg sini sendiri.
Haha. Bodoh aku nak berak. Ciao.

Zombieland

Comment: Hmm ok ok lah. Tak busan sgt, tak kelakar sgt. Tapi mcm sial je aku byk jerit! Org lain diaaaaaaam je. Aku rasa diorang tu takde perasaan kut :/ Rates: ♥♥♥♥♥

Im Here. Im Right Here.

Ok. Aku update nanti, eh?
Sekarang byk dugaan dan cabaran.
And aku tau ramai rindu aku en?
Hehe. Aku mmg tau. Aku mmg boleh agak.
Alaa sweet la korang ni ;')


Haktuih. Ciao.

Bangkok, Thailand

Will be away from 16th - 19th of Dec.
Yes, I honestly can't fucking wait.
Aku nak jugak pegi Siam Square.
Shopping sampai meletup poket.
Tapi sayang, Olympus FE-4010 takde :8(

And aku cukup benci org kerek.
Tapi aku rasa aku lagi kerek,
So tak jadi lah benci-benci ni. HUA-HUA.

Eh doakan aku selamat tiba dan selamat sampai, ya? :'* :'*

Come Holla At Me

SUMPAH AKU CAKAP NI.
Aku sakit hati bila aku on, kau pun on.
Bila tgk online friends, muncul pula kau dgn kwn kau tu.
Rasa mcm nak tumbuk je screen kasi tepat kena pic kau.
Da ah tak tegur. Nak delete sayang pulak sbb kau buat private. Number hp kau pun aku rasa aku takde. Kau tukar dah en?
Ya, aku tau ah benda skrng ni web tu public tapi aku sakit hati.
Betul ni. Eeh. LANCAU-LANCAU.

Agak biol lah en kalau jadi cmni tiap-tiap kali. HAIH. Tapi dia budak pilot tuu.

2012

Comment: Hmm aku tgk kt bilik. Kinda cool effects dia semua en. And ada ah jugak setitik air mata mengalir sbb tak tahan tgk org jatuh-jatuh mati. Menggigil jugak lah tgk sbb time tu on aircond. Tapi ape-ape pun aku tetap tak bape suka cerita ni sbb aku punya suka lah nk suka ke tak. Rates: ♥♥♥♥♥

Its Been A Bumpy Ride

Ok. Mmg byk gila benda jadi masa aku tak update. Mula-mula ape ntah, aku tak ingat. Then ape ntah, aku tak ingat jugak. Lepas tu pulak, party Thara. Mmg WHOA habis ah. Ok, honestly ingat taknak datang. (Atleast Im being honest here) Then gagahkan jugak sbb dia dah susah-payah dtg open house aku, jadi kena balas :')

Senang cerita party dia mcm ni:

1. Thara's mum picked us up dekat SM.
2. Sampai Perangsang Golf Club something (nama tak ingat)
3. Lunch
4. Swimming
5. Dinner
6. Karaoke tak ingat dunia dekat SM
7. JOGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET!
8. JOGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET LAGI!
9. Balik.
   
   

Mmg hebat. Pictures semua dekat album Myspace sorang-sorang yg pegi. Aku maleh nk upload. And thank you Thara xx

And oh, hari tu aku ada bet bola dgn sorang ni. Team mana kalah kena belanja Prosperity Burger. Dia Chelsea, aku Everton. Poo. Mmg asyik ckp besar je dia. Kata Chelsea mesti menang ah ape semua. Lepas tu bila Everton dpt score sikit, mula emo. Bila kata sikit pasal Chelsea, mula melenting. Ape punya perangai. Then suroh Kerul tolong tgkkan score. Dia lembab pulak nak bagitau aku. BENGANG-BENGANG. Nak suroh Faliq, dia tak layan bola. Haih. SUSAH-SUSAH. Last sekali,

Chelsea VS Everton

DRAW

Haha. Kesian sial >:'D

Bahagianya Aku Kalau..

Alah kacau ah. Hari ni Uncle Rom takde pulak dekat rumah. Baru ingat nak pergi rumah dia. Haha. Aku dgn Ninie dah belagak dah dekat diorang semua masa dekat tuition. "Lepas ni kitorang ada destinasi kitorang. Hmmmmmm. Haha."

Tapi balik tu kitorang dah siap lalu jalan jauh dah semata nak lalu depan rumah Uncle Rom nak tgk sape pulak yg dtg. Tapi kosong je. Tanya Kak Nor (bibik uncle) Uncle Rom pergi mana tapi Kak Nor taktau. Mmg hancur masa depan aku! Hish.

Aku sumpah tak tipu weh. Mamat-mamat yg dtg rumah Uncle Rom semua mmg LAZAT-LAZAT belaka! Maklumlah, Uncle kan ada dlm industri music ni, so byk band dtg rumah dia nak discuss-discuss. Dan kitorang sebagai jiran patut dtg melihat bersama. Tak boleh kedukut sgt. Ahaa.

Tapi semua Ninie punya salah time hari tu!
Uncle Rom dah ajak masuk rumah dah,
Tapi kau tu buat bodoh je.
Aku yg tak bape rapat sgt ni takan nak terjah je kut.
Last-last balik rumah sendiri, frust menonggeng.
ARGH AKU BENGANG DGN KAU NINIE SBB TK BERTINDAK CEPAT!


Ok. Pening. Kepala. Ciao.

You Know That I Can Use Someone Like You?

It's fucking annoying sial bila:

• Aku start sumpah-seranah bila ada je benda pasal pompuan ni muncul dpn aku.
• Aku buat semua org bengang.
• Aku jealous tak tentu pasal.
• Aku start emo tak tentu pasal.
• Aku start emo, then aku salahkan Faliq.
• Aku salah tapi Faliq yg mintak maaf.
• Aku salah tapi Faliq yg tak henti-henti pujuk.
• Aku salah, Faliq salah tapi org backup Faliq.
• Aku buat Faliq sedih/risau/marah.
• Aku tau Faliq syg aku teramat sgt but still aku gatal.

Im sorry syg. Didn't mean to. But I love you too, ok? ♥

Do Me A Favor, Eh?

Have You Lose Your Shitnity?!

Ok. Here I am, sitting, kumpul lemak, stalking everyone's blogs, like there's nothing better to do on this pretty much the same old boring night. And OOH! I just realized how much I love to see pages filled with tons of pretty photos. Haih. They just made my day. Like seriously. Ok. Lame.

And I watched The Biggest Loser - Asia just now at Hallmark. It's pretty amazing how they can lose their weight like byk gila in just a short of time. Losing 14 kilos in couple of weeks are not just plain numbers ok. That's HUGE. And it inspires me to toned down a lil' bit. You know, cut down some numbers, and to be honest with you, Im 55 kg right now. Aah, aku mmg berat pun. Heh. Then, I've decided to check on their website biggestloserclub.asia to find out more and I have to say, Im sorta upset because we have to pay for registration fees and all those shits to make an account. Haih.

Esok maybe hari membusankan kut. Im taking class for Accounts because my Accounts really sucks like hell. I don't do real good in something that consist of numbers. I hate numbers. And just because esok diorang kata free. I think its only for trial lah kut. Nak pancing punya pasal. Heh. And guess where's that? Dekat Warta Lama. Haha. Best betul tempat tu. Penuh dgn adventure. Penuh dgn rempit. Jadi boleh ada alasan nak bawak gunting, pisau, pedang, sabit, cangkul. Haih. For better or worse, just have to suck it all in. Haih. Pity.



Chuck me. Im done.

Olympus FE-4010

Aku nak yg putih. Hmm kalau buruk aku pilih kelabu asap tu.
Tapi sedihnya..

Random

Currently googling. Ciao.

Tequila For My Friend And It Makes Her Flirty

Aku baru je riki-riki/usha/tgk/check out ada this one junior sekolah aku punya blog. Bapak ah aku baca mcm syahdu je entries dia semua en. And semuanya mesti ada kaitan dgn bf dia lah. Bagai nak rak la dia punya bie baby syg ucuk acik alang semua. Haih. Aku baca pun agak tak paham apa yg dia try nak explain sbb ayat-ayat dia pakai mmg PERGH senang kata aku kena baca byk kali jugak lah. Heh. Kepada owner yg terasa tu, bak kata Amir Raja Lawak la eh, "Oops Im sorry."


Layan.

Trust Me When I Say That I'll Be Okay, K?

Ok. Just got back from Curve with Faliq. Supposed to watch Planet 51 but the timing was kinda bad so we ditched Planet 51 and switch to another movie. Comment starts here: So we watched Couples Retreat and it is amazingly hilarious. I think its a must watch for all love birds. I laughed out loud like I don't know how many times and to my surprise, Faliq pun gelak jugak. He laughed so hard kut.. and very loud. Tapi dekat time yg aku rasa tak funny langsung pun. So agak pelik. Heh. Rates: If I were an alien with loads of thumbs, I'd definitely give this movie hella stacks of thumbs up :')

And before we went to Curve, we stopped by at Rasta for awhile. Sumpah banyak gila babi bag yg lawa-lawa. Sial je aku takde duit time tu. Mmg ber-haih lah aku sepanjang masa. Haih. But I managed to buy something with surprisingly only RM20. Well its a secondhand something but I think it's worth it. It's a DIY thingy kut.
GOOD JOB-GOOD JOB.

Then when we decided to go back, I got a text saying that Mira keluar dgn gang Ampang. Haih. Bila kitorang ajak keluar, byk pulak bunyi nya. Hmm I think what you did is pretty unfair kut to all of us but what the hell, sokay la. Benda dah jadi kan :') Then, Iman pulak text and started asking me about this S girl. And yes, I admit she's pretty. Muka dia sumpah innocent gila babi and her voice lagi la kecik-kecik je. Tapi heh kau jgn terkejut kalau tau satu benda ni..

PING-PONG Lovers

He's also a DJ I think.
I fall-face-flat for hot delicious DJs. YUMMY!
But do you know who he is?
I BETCHA DON'T! >:'D

Belagak sial. AHAA. (And fyi this is NOT David Guetta)

It's Been A Year and Forty Days Now :')

Gaah I honestly can't wait for this 16/12.
Nak pegi dekat atas ni!

And yeah smlm gaduh BESAR PUNYA dgn Faliq.
Nyaris-nyaris je. Fuh nyaris-nyaris.
Again Im really sorry ok?
Just don't you give up on me that easily :/

Eh aku tak mandi lagi. RAMBUT AKU-RAMBUT AKU. Ciao.

Ya See My Tongue? I Dare You To Lick It

EVERYTHING IS SHIT
EXCEPT YOU, LOVE ♥

I NEED MY FALIQ

EFF YOO SEE KAY BABY

Sumpah harini aku mcm takde mood langsung. Mula-mula mcm excited ah jugak tapi dah lama tu rasa mcm sorang-sorang perangai mcm syeiten. Da ah ada jerawat ni! Sbb harini lah aku dah terasa mcm malas pulak nak keluar ramai-ramai dgn strangers after this lepas benda ni dah jadi. Buat musnah hari aku je. Baik tak payah. Haih.

Ingat nak tgk Planet 51 tapi tak jadi. Agak bengang tapi takpe lah. Tapi aku rasa Fatin lagi bengang kut sbb tak dapat tgk New Moon. Haha. Lepas ni pulak Faliq dah start busy dgn final dia. Kakak aku pun sama. PENING-PENING! Belum ape-ape lagi aku dah rindu nak keluar dgn diorang. Hmph!


AlyaMiraDayahFatinHaznieImanNinie > Bila lagi ni? :/


Aku nak kereta. Aku nak keluar. Alone.
Bagi aku kereta. Bagi aku keluar. Heaven :')

I Have Everything In My Life But Imma Have You Tonight

Aku tgh busan gila babi skrng. Nak harapkan Myspace jelah baru aku ok sikit sbb ada diorang semua yg mcm tungkik ni. Haih. Esok maybe keluar tapi tak tau kemana. Da lah takde duit ni $.$

Hmm hari tu aku mimpi pasal pistol. Pendek cerita, aku dgn kakak aku main tembak-tembak dekat pasar mana ntah. Mat Indon mcm haram byk gila! Lepas tu pandang-pandang. Tau lah aku hot. HO-HO-HO. (Sape jeling-jeling bila baca ni jeles ah tu.)

Kakak aku guna pistol. Aku main senapang yg BESAR PUNYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! Tgh syok-syok main tembak-tembak ni, aku boleh terjatuh pulak dekat longkang. Kakak aku mcm kene rasuk doh. Dia tembak aku tanpa henti. Brutal sial. Tapi cara dia tembak kelakar bodoh. Aku taktau mcm mana nk explain tapi mmg kelakar. Bila aku jumpa korang, aku cerita ah mcm mana kakak aku tembak, eh? Haha. Ha bullet dia byk gila ah kene dahi aku yg bak flowerhorn ni tapi aku steady je. Tak mati pun. AHAA. Aku pulak terkial-kial baru nak masuk kan peluru dlm senapang aku. NOOB -.- Ayah aku pulak ada je dekat tepi tgh tgk kitorang. Dia buat bodoh je. Org kate "Chill ma bradah!" Lepas tu mat Indon semua tgk-tgk kitorang mcm show. Haih.

Then kakak aku kejut suroh bangun sbb dah pukul 4 petang. Gaah ganas tak ganas? MUAH SIKIT! >8')

This Is Not A Secret Anymore, I've Been Confused

Comments: Caleb is fucking hot in this but the rest of the story was just ok la. Rate: ♥♥♥♥♥

Yeah I Do Sins Gotta Prob?

Im currently IM-ing with a lessy.
And she's definitely the flirty type.
But sumpah aku asyik tergelak je.


HO-HO Meri Kerismas. Meri Kerismas ;')

Stop Calling I Won't Take It Im busy

Comments: COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL! Rate: ♥♥♥♥♥

I Promise My Dear I'll Put Nothing Above Yah

Comments: MEMANG GILA BABI NYAH! MAK SUKA! Rate: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Comments: Aku tak sangka cerita ni lain daripada sangkaan aku. BEST-BEST! Rate: ♥♥♥♥♥

Im Not Signing Any Monkey Papers

Ok. Hari ni aku rasa aku byk gelak oh. Lepak dgn gang Ampang ni boleh gila aku jadi. Kesian si Billah takde dah fly pergi Sabah. Kalau tak, boleh bising-bising pasal Subway. Haha. But anything pun korang mmg terbaik ah. Mmg baik gila babi ah! Sanggup korang en sampai tanak biarkan aku sorang-sorang, pergi tanya abg counter tu boleh tukar seats yg paling depan sekali tu! Seats depan sekali je yg tinggal. Diorang pulak dah beli awal-awal tickets semua ni and row diorang mmg row paling terbaik ah. So aku agak terharu aa diorang buat demi kawan en. BRAVO :')


(Pictures upload later)


Eh if tak paham. Takpe ah. Biar aku dgn diorang jelah yg paham -.-"

You're Saying That I Look Better If I Was Thinner?!

Tiba-tiba je terasa nak tau apa the latest goss sekarang ni. And InsyaAllah esok aku keluar. But taktau kemana -.-
(Belagak tak cara aku type? KUA-HUA!)
Current song: Go On Girl by Ne-Yo.



CIAO PIG-HEARTS!

There's Gonna Be One Less Lonely Girl

The word for today is commitment. And that is a very strong word.
Got to prepare myself for loads of thunderic questions that came from him when he read those entries.
BE STRONG, YES BE REALLY STRONG.


Oh God, I really need my closest friends to be with me, right here, right now. I miss cracking the all lame jokes with 'em. When do I get to hang out with 'em pretty whores? Fine, with 'em pretty bitches. TA-DAA! Babi gila lameee -.-"

Save Me From Crying About Something Thats Terrifying

It's 3.14 in the morning right now. And so I've decided to put my last post about my ruined relationship, all the jealousy thingy away in draft. Ok maybe not. Its down there. Anyways, I've really been thinking a lot lately and I've been making this whole conclusion about it, and that is Im a hella fucked up person whose afraid of facing the reality. Aah, aku ni just seorang yg kerdil tapi bercakap besar. Pity orang mcm aku ni. Haih. I know I've done so many many wrong things to everyone, especially my family, my close friends, and not to be missed, Faliq Koderi. I just wanna apologize to everyone. I want to apologize to every single person in this beautiful world whom I've done even the slightest mistake(s) to him/her before its too late. If only I can take back all my wrongdoings. Yeah If only. Sometimes I just wanna be alone and care for nobody, nobody except for myself and thinking how I could survive being alone in this big big world. Hmph.

Fuck. I just need to talk to someone right now.
And I think this relationship between me and Faliq are just not gonna work out. Its too damn hard. And I don't know what else to do.

Ya Allah, save me. Save me please. Just give me your mercy.



T.T

GET OUTTA MY FACE AND GO ROT IN HELL!

First sekali, aku dah lama simpan benda ni and aku tak boleh nak cakap dekat kau secara face-to-face/on the phone/text. Bukan sebab aku pengecut ke ape, just aku takut bila aku cakap dgn kau live aku takut aku buat kau kecik hati ke mcm guna perkataan yg amat kesat yg tak penah lagi aku guna dekat kau selama setahun kita couple ni. So better here than aku buat something stupid kan? And fyi Im not trying to be a desperate girlfie here but if something yg korang rasa benda kecik je ni happened to you guys personally, then you'll know how I feel. Here goes..


Sumpah dari dulu sampai sekarang aku tak boleh accept perempuan yg bernama Amal tu. Fine, aku admit dia mmg lawa dan sesuai dgn ciri-ciri perempuan yg kau nak, pakai tudung tutup aurat semua. And kau penah ckp dekat aku once and sampai sekarang aku ingat lagi. Time tu dekat dlm BB Plaza and kita bertembung dgn orang-orang yg jenis pakai shawl tu. And kau ckp "I suka tgk orang yg pakai tudung jenis mcm tu." Aku tak fikir ape pun. Then aku check comment kau dulu and kau ada comment dgn dia. And tiba-tiba aku terfikir, perempuan ni pakai tudung mcm ni. And kau dah lama kawan dgn dia. And cara kau comment pun mcm happy je. "Dapat PLKN." "Yeke? Rindu you lah nanti ni. Haha." Aku fikir-fikir-fikir and aku try fikir positive. Tapi ntah lah.. Bila aku buat mcm tu dgn jantan lain kau marah, kau jealous Ya-Rabbi. So aku sabar je.


Then kau boleh pulak cakap perempuan bernama Sarah ke ape babi lancau dia tu lawa depan aku?! Aku tau ape aku dengar ok! Dont you fucking dare to say any girl 'LAWA' depan aku ok? Aku tak bape heran sgt if kau nak pasang dua dekat belakang aku ke, ckp bape juta lawa kt perempuan lain dekat belakang aku ke, sebab aku tau kita bukan forever. And aku dah ckp dekat kau pun kan benda ni? Tapi kau nak aku buat mcm mana lagi? Heh. Tapi tolong lah jgn buat semua benda tu DEPAN AKU! If you wanna play this way, I can play that way. Kau tgk ah nanti.



Aku boleh buat kau jealous sampai kau meraung melutut dekat aku suroh STOP ok, YOU FUCKING BASTARD!!!

This Used To Be A Fun House But Now You Tell Me

Do you really have to be mad at me just because Im being friend with your 'God-knows-since-when-I-think-maybe-donkey-years-ago-kut' enemy? As a 16 year old lah kan, I think we can all think better now. Haih. Ok tak ok? Kalau tak ok, tolong lah fikir balik. Just remember to not put your ego way too high. Berdosa kalau kita putuskan talian silaturrahim ni.



CEWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! HO-HO-HO!

Just Burn The Fuckers Down in 5 4 3 2 1

Comments: Gotta love this movie. Sweet shangaaaaaaiittt! HO-HO. Rate: ♥♥♥♥♥

Comments: I watched this in TV2 and it is freaking hilarious. At least thats what I think. Rate: ♥♥♥♥♥

Don't Put The Blame On The Al-Al-Al-Alcohol

Senang cerita sekarang aku dah takde duit. Memang takde langsung dlm celah purse, celah bag, celah gigi, celah tetek, celah kangkang, semua tempat mmg takde. Mcm mana aku nak keluar ni ha? Nak korek mana lagi? Kau bagi lah idea sikit selain kerja sbb aku tak boleh kerja. Dan aku mmg taknak kerja pun. Buat penat aku je, dapat pun ciput. Baik aku mintak mak aku. So what if aku habiskan duit mak aku? Macam kau tak. Kau jgn nak belagak babi baik sgt eh. Kalau kau guna walau RM1 pun duit mak bapak kau, mmg hilang lah mata kau sebelah aku korek guna kuku aku -.-

Hmm sekarang ni aku asyik mimpi yg bukan-bukan oh. Jenis mcm horror aa. Jenis mcm aku bunuh orang. Orang bunuh orang. And yg ada melibatkan darah semua. Aku tak tau lah kenapa syaiton nak mempermainkan aku sampai mcm ni sekali. Haih.

Ha semalam tu yg kt BB tu mmg crowded habis ah. Sumpah aku tak suka. Tapi kan aku mmg suka to be surrounded by loads of people ni but semalam mmg aku mcm tak suka sgt. Adoi. Aku boleh jd pening doh tgk orang terkinja-kinja mcm tu. Guess I ain't a concert girl after all, huh? Whatever. Aku tak rugi ape pun :')

They Need An Excuse To Suck Our Cocks PFFT

Plans in stores for today:

1. Pergi Sg Wang tgk 100% Gempak Starz Festival.
2. Pergi BB tgk ada ape kecoh-kecoh.
3. Pergi Low Yatt tgk camera ape ntah FE-4010.
4. Lunch.
5. Riki-riki barang dekat Pavilion > SALE!

Gaah RIKI-RIKI?! Influence sape ntah ni -.-"

I Am Pure Heat So Get Outta My Way Suckers

Like gaah for the first time in my entire effing life Im addicted to chocolates. IM IN LOVE WITH HERSHEY'S KISSES! Yeah call me lame but theseeeeeeeeee are my super life saver. Tapi. Diorang dah nak habis dah. SIALANCAU. Bagi lah aku duit nak pergi beli ni dekat Giant SM. Cepat ah! Terhegeh-hegeh! -.-"


Oh aah lah, aku rindu nak makan kari kepala ikan dekat ada satu kedai ni dekat Uptown mana ntah. Mmg SLURRRRRRP habis!

Mr. Pete Doherty/Julian Casablancas

Ok I don't really know whether this date, 20th Nov betul ke tak. Bantai jelah. Heh. And again, I know you won't be reading this but fuck it here goes nothing, eh? Hmm, I just wanna wish you a big..

HAPPY FUCKING 18TH BIRTHDAY!

You must be really excited huh turning to this big one-eight? Or maybe not. So here's the time to start partying 24/7 with all the brothah and sistah, catch all those 18SGPLSX movies and yeah, you're pretty much can do all the illegal stuff. Hebat hebat. And good luck on becoming the major success pilot that you've been wishing for like i don't know, forever? Yeah. Oh by-the-shitting-way, please ignore the fact that I once said it out loud about how stupid your look is. And by that I mean about the incident dekat dalam store in BB tu. The leather jacket? Ok Im sorry. KUA-HUA. What a laugh. Ok. END.

Just Give What Mummy Likes PURRR!

MOTTO OF THE YEAR:
'Nothing Tastes As Good As Skinny Feels'

I Saw A UFO But Nobody Believes Me

Hari ini sama je mcm hari biasa-biasa. Pagi sampai petang tgk Astro sampai mabuk. Dah agak petang sikit pergi rumah Ninie main PS2 dgn dia dan Izham. Asyik main Tekken ape babi ntah lawan-lawan. Dan aku asyik kalah. Haih. Nak buat mcm mana. Tapi ada lah jugak kadang-kadang menang tu. Aku bukannya noob sgt mcm Fatin. Harap habuk je main GTA. Pergi neraka sekali tgk mcm mana ==

Sekarang ni aku rasa mcm bosan sgt hidup after habis sekolah ni. Tak tau nak buat ape. Nak kerja mama tak bagi. Nak keluar duit tak cukup. Haih. Nak buat ape lagi ya selain belajar? :/

Hari ni jugak aku masak nasi goreng bertelur. Mmg power. Tapi susah jugak eh nak masak nasi goreng ni? Meletup-letup! Mcm Chandramukhi letupan dia. Takut aku nyah. AWW AWW! Ha, dan aku jugak sekarang ni suka layan dangdut. Bergelek sakan aku dekat rumah depan ikan-ikan peliharaan apak aku ni. TINA-KETI-KETANA! GELEK-GELEK!


(Eh aku ni mata duitan ke? Hmm fikir kejap $.$)

Know That I'll Be Forever Dirt

Aku bosan. Nak keluar tapi takde kereta. Nak boros-boros tapi takde duit. Nak makan tapi takde yg nak belanja. Senang cerita aku dah gila. Blog aku ni makin bosan la. Takde isi. Byk mengarut. Ape lagi yg best eh dgn teknologi sekarang ni? Dan fyi aku agak takut bila tiba pukul 4 petang nanti. Ya, betul aku takut. Mcm mana ni? :S


pee to the wee/ Aku nak kawin dgn Kim C si tua yg pendiam tapi kaya.. kut YEE-HAA! Dan sape-sape yg ada kereta, jom la kita berkenalan? HA-HA ==

Frizzy Hair, Curly Hair, Straight Hair, No Hair

Im gonna be forever paranoid.
And my nails are neon-ish yellow-ish.
And Im being attack-tack by my sis.
And my sis's nails are neon-ish orange-ish.
And we're laughing our heads off.
Babi sumpah busan takde kerja! GATAL-GATAL-GATAL.


HO-HO Mari Kerismas everibadi ==

High-Bitch Low-Bitch Tell Me?

No I did not hit you.
I simply high-fived your face.

Gimme Your Ugly Leather-Studded Kisses

From One Utama > Ikea > Curve > SOGO > Pavilion. Meletoppp nyah!

Ok. Semalam ingat nak pergi Fly.fm tu but what the hell, maleh gila nak jalan-jalan. Dah ah ramai gila babi rempit sampai naik bedarah-darah mata aku tgk baju-baju 'saya sayang mak saya' tu. Haih. Tolong la paham situasi. Cukup-cukup lah korang dah memonopoli Pavilion tu, sekarang amek OU pulak ke? Isk. Marah betul ni.

Then, pergi Ikea lunch. Lepas tu pergi Curve pulak cari MAC ada ke. Tapi mmg takde. Ingat nak pergi SOGO but Pavi lagi dekat. So patah balik singgah Pavi saja beli MAC mama. Haih. Mamat keje MAC Pavi tu walaupun aww aww nyah sikit tapi lazat doh. Mmg SLURRRRPP habis! Hmm aku nak try jadi aww aww jugak ah. Boleh blend in dgn dia. Tak gitu class nya nyah? AWWW! Mua-Kua-Hua.

Damansara, Malaysia

Apa aku nak buat dekat sana, ya? OUT!

I Want Your Psycho Your Vertigo Stick

Well I know that basically everybody dah own this pair of red chucks but what the hell, it is still my obsession aside from the word CHUGGY/CHUGS. Heh. Call me weird, I don't really give a fuck right now because red is my thing and I grew up with red and damn straight, I breath red. Get it? Yeah I suck in English. Correct kan la if kau bagus sgt? Tgk, dah emo. Shit.

I just need enough money je right now. KUA-HUA.

Work It Im A Free Bitch Baby

Haih. Aku tiba-tiba teringat pulak dekat Syahir ex-Alya ni. Kata-kata dia bagi dekat aku mmg PERGH. Masa tu hari Rabu and jumpa lah diorang semua ni dekat pasar malam. Aku chill jelah pakai baju tidur Digimon tu. And si Syahir ni boleh pulak gelak-gelak, "Hari tu aku baru je kutuk ada sape tu pergi pasar malam pakai baju tidur. Sekarang kau pulak. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!"

Aii, tak kan pergi pasar malam pun nak berdandan. Over lah tu nyah. Dah rumah aku berapa tapak je pun dari pasar malam tu, capai jelah ape yg ada depan mata. Yelah, lain kali aku pergi pasar malam aku pakai dress eh? Alahai bangang ==

HUGGAH-HUGGAH-HUGGAH

Sial. Semalam aku mimpi agak teruk. Dia panjang gila. Aku asyik terjaga je. Bila tidur balik, mimpi tu sambung balik. Bangang. Last sekali cerita tu, aku bunuh orang. Mcm scary gila. Dekat area rumah aku pulak tu tempat dia. Aku mula-mula cekik mamat tu. Cekik punya lah cekik tak mati-mati jugak. Ada pulak kayu yg agak keras dekat tepi aku tu. Dah aku bengang mamat tu tak mati-mati, aku amek kayu tu aku cucuk-cucuk leher dia. Darah jgn ckp ah mengalir-mengalir tapi tak memancut. Pelik.

Lepas tu aku sumbat mamat tu dalam buluh lemang dan aku letak dalam kereta. BULUH LEMANG TU BANG! KECIK KAU TAU! JGN MAIN-MAIN! Aku tak potong ape pun mamat tu, boleh pulak muat dalam buluh lemang en. Ahaa. Aku bagitau mak aku yg aku bunuh orang, dia buat bodoh je. Sambil baca surat khabar dia kata "Polis tak tangkap Aiman derr. Orang tu orang jahat." Bapak ah mak aku == Lepas tu..


Aku tau aku tgh cium tangan mak aku sbb mak aku kejut suroh bangun, dia nak pergi kerja dah. Ahaa.



NOTE: Aku cepat emo sekarang. Sorry. And bagitau aku cara-cara nak get over satu orang ni tanpa berkata dia player. Aku tau dia player. OK.

You Wanna Get Dizzy Then Roll With Me

I kinda messed with everyone's head lately. And fyi another one just happened petang td. Nice. They just got real mad at me and yeah, it was all my fault. Haih. Im sorry. I totally didn't mean it. Well sorta. Pfft. Fuck it.

Tomorrow > class party > can't wait? :/
It better be good because susah payah aku cari lagu-lagu shake-shake ni. HOHO.



My current obsession: The word CHUGGY. Hmm. I wonder what he's doing right now ==

Be A Dear And Lemme Have Those

JENG-JENG-JENG!
Siapakah budak C yg korang cari-cari ni?
Aku nak bagitau mmg tak ah. Ahaa.
Pergi ah cari sendiri tapi jgn cari lagi bagus. YAWN ;O


Seriously, I need a new pair of red Chucks. CHUGGYCHUGGY!

Im The Mentor She's The Protege

Aku suka lelaki ini ♥

Pergi rumah Iman boleh jadi gila doh. Whole time aku layan Husna je. Padan muka kau. Kau baca lah buku Sidney Sheldon kau tu puas-puas. Da ah everytime aku ckp-ckp dgn Husna asyik menyampuk. Tak habis-habis curi-curi dgr conversation kitorang en? BENGONG.

Lepas tu dah bosan sgt tak tau nak buat ape, kitorang main snap. Sumpah tunggang terbalik rumah. Asyik jerit mcm org hilang anak. Lepas tu duk curi-curi card la. Mcm sial. Tapi mmg best. Umaey ada dekat tepi tu baca news. Aku rasa dia mesti tak tenteram doh. Tapi aku tau sebenarnya dia nak main jugak tu but kena bajet macho en, so baca ah news kau tu. Ahaa.

Dah petang tu bwk Husna makan Ayamas. Dah makan-makan semua, hantar Husna balik and kitorang straight pergi playground rumah Aida. Gang-gang Baldiman ni semua pun ada dkt taman. Then, aku suggest naik bukit jalan-jalan kejap. Dah sampai atas bukit tu ada pulak rempit dua ekor ni mcm sial punya perangai. Nampak kitorang terus pergi dekat gila dgn kitorang. DEKAT GILA! Mmg tak safe doh. Lepas tu tak habis-habis, "Hai wak. Hati-hati turun, nanti jatuh." Mmg bising gila ah. Sumpah aku takut gila! Then, aku lari laju gila turun bukit sambil tarik tgn Iman. Iman lembab gila turun. Haih. Lepas tu hujan lebat gila, kitorang boleh pulak stay satu tempat je sbb nak suroh gang Baldiman tu blah dulu. Korang amek masa lama gila nak siap-siap en? Isk.


Yang aku musykil ni, ada satu cerita pasal Umaey ni yg buat aku tergelak. Tapi maleh ah nak cerita. END.

Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word

Haih. Benda kecik boleh jadi benda besar. Aku tak tau la ape masalah kita semua ni. Isk. Sorry la Fatin if aku ada buat kau kecik hati ke. Aku tau eventhough kau tak tunjuk tapi kau simpan dalam hati en? Heh. Macam td tu aku tak tau la kau saje je nak buat aku dgn Iman gelabah ke atau memang betul-betul.

But suka hati kau la nak terus marah ke ape. Aku tak tau la pulak kau terasa sampai mcm tu sekali en. Sebab kita semua kan memang dah selalu sgt ckp mcm tu. Marah-marah kau semua. Jerit-jerit dekat kau. Haih. Jgn la marah lama sgt sebab nanti dekat class dah tak best. Susah nak gelak. Nanti sape nak gang dgn aku kacau Anusheini? Iman bukan layan sgt pun. Kau jelah harapan aku nak bergelak bersama sbb duduk sebelah-sebelah. Hmph. Aku mintak maaf.

GANG DTRN/REMPITAN JALANAN

Do You Want To Go To The Seaside?

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And Im Already Goneee

Ya, saya tidak ke sekolah hari ini. Pergi sekolah tak tau apa nak buat. Duduk rumah pun tak tau apa nak buat. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO-SAN!


Semalam kan pertama kali nya period aku bocor kena baju kurung sekolah. Kalau tak selalu kena kain je. Tapi nasib baik dah sampai rumah and takde sape nampak kecuali bapa ku. Heh. Whatever. Asal aku cerita pasal ni ha?

After mandi-mandi semua, jumpa Haznie dgn Alya dekat SM. Gossip-gossip tak ingat dunia. Haih. Dan semalam juga aku rasa aku buat satu benda paling bangang sgt. Mula-mula masa sampai SM pergi lah kejap dekat booth Mcd Ice Cream tu. Tunggu gila babi lama sial! Aku dah ingat game Diner Dash dah masa customer semua blah terus dgn kepulan asap tu. Haih. TEGHUK! Ok, finally dah dapat ice cream aku. Harga dia rm1.05 and aku bayar rm1.10. Aku maleh ah nak amek baki so dgn tiba-tiba nya aku boleh plak ckp dkt cina tu, "Ha ok lah. Byeee. Eh, thank you." Aku blah cepat-cepat. Sebenarnya, aku nak ckp tk pyh baki tapi yg keluar bye. Dah lah masa ckp byeee tu senyum lebar. Mesti dia ingat aku nk ngorat dia. TOLONG LA PAHAM SITUASI!



Hari ini Rabu. Ticket wayang sgt murah. Macam mana ni, ya?

STOP And Put Ya Hands Up So I Can See Ya!

Kena pergi SM pulak mkn tomyam.
Rambut tgh basah lagi ni. Haih.


Be Right Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack!

GET THE F OFF ME!

It will be more than enough if my parents would be more considerate and understanding! >:'(

Clicka Smile From My Face

Me, Iman and Fatin have been thinking about doing some volunteering work on this coming holidays. And I certainly can't wait.

At first, Iman suggested to take a part-time job and I asked my mom if I could take one but she disapproved. Heh, Im not entirely upset because I knew she wouldn't let me on the first place. So, whatever. Then, I did some research and I came up with the idea of doing some volunteering at Zoo Negara. Yeah, you heard me, Zoo Negara! IM GONNA WORK WITH THOSE YAHOO ANIMALS! InsyaAllah *giggles*

They're currently searching for volunteers and must be at least 16 and above. And we're 16 and I am absolutely happy! I am printing out the form right now. Tak sabar nak tunjuk diorang esok!


But jadi volunteer ni tak dapat duit en? ALAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

Watch Me Getting Physical, Outta Control

Dekat sekolah tadi dapat papers balik. Kinda sad bila dapat English. Trying hard gila nak tahan daripada menangis but mmg tak boleh tahan. Haih. Mcm tu ah bila dah selesa sgt selalu duduk dekat atas, kena uji pulak duduk dekat bawah mmg tak boleh terima ah ;S Sejarah paper 2 mcm tungkik! Esok dapat paper 1 punya. Bao Yeng kata aku kena dapat at least 22 betul dalam paper 2 baru lulus. BANGANG. Mcm mana la nanti, ya?

Then, lepas sekolah terus lunch dekat Manhattan Fish Market, Sogo. Lepas tu pergi tempat ftn, Pertama Complex. Ahaa. Bapa nya nak amek cermin mata dia. Mmg byk betul cina jual hp. Hoh. Lama dah tak pergi sana. Tapi aku tak rindu langsung. Weekends nanti penuh ah dgn rempit bwk helmet. Mcm Chandramukhi. Takut aku!



p/s Mana kau ni gila? Aku duk tunggu kau ni ha dari semalam takde pun! >:')

Do I Get My Life Back?

"Im a dick, Im a-dick-ted to you." by Simple Plan

Gaah, my posts are all getting shorter by the second. Ahaa :)

He Died. The End.

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My Heart Skipped A Beat

You Make Me Feel So Good

Im currently stuffing myself with a homemade lasagna. *menjilat lantai yg penuh dgn sisa lasagna* Btw, when the exams was finally over, I didn't know that my life would suddenly turned out to be BOOOOOOOOORING. Haih.


And I need to see him. Today. But..

I See Your Faaaaaace DROP!

Alhamdulillah. Final exams sudah habis. YAHOO!
"Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, bagi lah marks aku slightly increase pun takpe. Amin."


p/s Aku tkde duit ni. And aku sakit tekak doh. And badan mcm ada tk kena. And lengan aku pulak lebam-lebam. Ni Diana Buxton punya kerja ah ni. Isk. Nanti kau aku balas balik! -..-

Random

Notice that I will certainly used red to highlight every single word that I guess pretty much quoting? Oh, you don't? Ok. Never mind. Haih.
Blind jackass.

A Brass-Knuckle Chain Hanging Round My Neck

Ok. You know what, there are these kinda things that are awfully great but illegal at the same time that I would love to get involved in but still trying not to get my tits worked out in jail. Get it? Sigh. The very first minute before tomorrow's final paper, Sejarah, I wanna get drunk and bring a nut-cracker from somewhere bcs I don't have a nut-cracker at home. And the use of it, I wanna crack someone's nut or cock or penis or whatever thing that you prefer to call it. And then break every inch of his bones and punch his head off with a studded brass-knuckle till his gums are so rotten black with blood and it look pretty gross you just wanna stick your fuck finger out at his face. And then I wanna smack his butt real hard till he shit himself and his goddamn shit fly over to M's desk and then he would bleed to death..

Or maybe I could just do my Sejarah paper and get it over with so I can go home freely without saying the all usual fucked up phrases, "Aku penat la. Sekarang pukul bape? Aku nak balik."


Gaah, for all those fucking losers out there who get bloody hell freaked out by this entry, take my word, its a complete bullshitzers. CRAPS. I didn't study for my Sejarah and hell yeah Im scared and I think thats why Im acting like such a pig ;/

Read A Book and You'll Get One

Miss Terkel, the teacher, was busily writing letters on a blackboard.

'A is for Apple,' she said. 'B is for Boy. Does anyone know what C is for?'
A tiny hand was raised. 'Candy.'
'Very good! And D?'
'Dog.'
'And E?'
'Eat.'
'Excellent. Can anyone think of a word beginning with F?'
Little Lara spoke up. 'Fuck.'

Kau Sape? Aku Sape? Kita Serupa!

Hari ini sgt baguuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuus! Masa buat paper English td tiba-tiba hujan. Dah lah duduk depan dan tepi pintu, mmg mengantuk habis ah. Tapi kena jugak stay alert sbb tgh buat summary. Aku ada ah tido kejap, bgn-bgn kertas agak basah tapi Alhamdulillah bau-bau sikit kertas tu dan ya, bukan air liur. Basah tak basah kena teruskan jugak. Haih. Then ada ah discuss pasal holiday nanti bajet class nk plan trip ke Sunway Lagoon atau Genting Highland. Aku taktau pahal lah semua nak Sunway sgt, bukan ada ape sgt pun. So aku agkat tgn utk Genting but haram lah aku nak pergi. Aku tak kan pergi pun sbb kena bayar. Makan taik aku dulu. Heh.

...

Masa balik pun still hujan jugak dan jadi sgt lebat. So main-main 'Jgn hilang! Jgn hilang!' dgn Iman dan Fatin. Mcm haram sial kena beratur plak nk keluar sbb semua dkt depan tu gila babi lembab nak jalan. Takut sgt basah. Jadi kami main tolak-tolak dan most of the time aku byk jerit. Aku asyik jerit oh skrng ni. Dan ya, suara aku sgt sexy bila jerit so aku nak jerit lagi lah lepas ni. HOHO. Then sampai dekat bus stop cari yg lain. Jumpa diorang tgk dah basah kuyup main hujan, diorang tk puas hati pulak aku je yg kering so pergi tolak aku dkt hujan. NICE. Bus metro sampai..

Aku, Alya, Ninie, Mira dan Dilla plan lepak kejap dkt skate park SM tu sbb bajet ah exam dah nak habis and esok pun Sivik je, enjoy terdahulu lah. Jgn terakru, nanti rugi. Fine, accounts mmg tak lawak. Then, main hujan baring-baring atas lantai skate tu tgkp gambar sampai selekeh dan basah GILABABI. Lepas tu, semua lapar. Intai entrance SM tgk ada pak guard tk sbb nnti dia mesti tahan tk kasi masuk punya basah-basah. ZUP ZAP ZUP ZAP! Line clear, pergi Mcd. Diorang pun pergi beli tapi aku nk saving sbb aku ada bape $$ je kt rumah, so buat muka kesian kt semua.

Tiba-tiba Faii dan Kamisah dtg Mcd plak, so diorang lepak sekali. JENGJENGJENG, dgn bangganya Kamisah belanja aku Big Mac satu set. Masyuk betul budak tu. Padahal sblm tu baru mencekik Cone Pizza ni, lepas tu mkn Mcd plak. Bila la aku nak semasyuk tu? Haih. Haih. Haih.

Random

Bila final nak habis ni? Lembab. Nanti aku nak tido dari isnin sampai rabu. In a row. Hebat en? -..-

I so wanna talk thrash right now. Yeah, I just said that. SOWH?
GO ROT IN HELL MOTHER FUCK FACE $$$

Poor Little Guy Who Wants His Family Back

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Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

Makan sampai boroi.
Tgk movie sampai buta.
Jalan-jalan sampai pancit. Balik.

Better Recognize A Real Women!

Ok. Aku agak bengang td. Eh bukan agak tapi memang bengang pun! Tapi mula-mula saje. Mula-mula masa tu aku ada tanya mama, "Ma, nanti boleh tak if aiman beli ada --- ni? Dia cost below rm300! Boleh la. Boleh tak?" And dia hanya mengangguk sambil baca surat khabar. Aku tanya lagi sekali and dia tetap mengangguk. Pergh, dalam hati dah berbunga dah. Isk. Then, masuk bilik dengan tersenyum lebar.

Tapi hari ini!

Lain pulak jadinya. Isk. Mama tgh nak siap-siap nak pergi kenduri. Aku pun terpaksa bangun pagi sbb nak tanya dan confirmkan. Haih hari sabtu pun kena bgn awal. TEGHUK! Semua tak paham, ini teruk lah idiot -..-"

And aku pun tanya. Mula-mula mama dah bagi dah rm300 ni. Cakap la kena belajar betul-betul semua. Aku dah babi happy tak terhingga. Ingat nak buat backflip lagi but agak aa. Tapi bapa ku pula yg tak kasi. Lepas diorang dah bincang-bincang, mak aku pergi slow-talk dekat aku ckp nanti lah ape lah. Jadi kesimpulannya, rm300 tarik balik tunggu sampai habis final. BAHBIKLANCAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAU!


And aku pergi toilet menenangkan jiwa. "So what? Tunggu lah SPM nanti Aiman pass dgn berjayanya. HAH! Tuan Haji Yahya Abu Bakar dan Puan Hajjah Zuriana Mohamad Yusof, anda berdua tunggu saja dan kumpul lah duit banyak-banyak sebab Aiman nak kereta pulak," kata Aiman sambil membuat mata garang.

What Did I Do To Your Heart?

I don't know how to fix everything back and Im sorry F.

FINAL WARNING!

Ok. Pertama sekali aku tak marah pun tapi aku nak bagitau yg aku takde kena-mengena langsung dengan ada satu budak junior F1 dekat sekolah aku ni. Aku bukan kakak angkat dia and dia bukan adik angkat aku. Aku tak ingin pun nak ada adik sebab menyusahkan hidup aku. No offense. Jadi itu hanyalah satu fitnah yg disebar oleh ftn rawr utk membalas dendam ke ape aku tak tau. And jgn sesekali dah tanya aku lagi pasal benda ni.

PERGI JAHANAM LAH KAU!

KAU SUDAH MEROSAKKAN HIDUP AKU!

DAH LAH MINAT ORANG YG TUKAR JADI ANJING TU!

Dont Take Me For Granted Im Not A Toy

Im gonna be fine as long as everyone in my past are willing to be there for me in the future.

Dont Wanna Get Hurt, So Im Backing Out Now

Got to keep myself busy with something
rather than thinking about someone whose not worth to be thinking.

Guess I Was Wrong All This While Huh?

I know you won't be reading this but I just want you to know that I missed you so much. Only God knows how I felt during the last time we fought. Each time I tried to cry, I stopped myself from doing so because I know you doesn't like girls who get so emotionally involved. So I tried being tough inside and guard my heart and soul, just not letting myself to be so weak but sorry for not letting you know that I am also a human being. I own a stupid fragile heart that could break into tiny pieces in no time.

You don't know how much I suffered and felt like a total idiot for waiting for you for like one year and a half hoping that you would understand. And you knew how I felt about you but instead of ...., you rather toyed with my heart. Calling me such nicknames that I felt like I am the happiest girl alive but no. It was just part of your everyday act. There's nothing different between me and your other girl friends. It was all just lies that you created for your own bloody self! I am so fucking stupid for believing all your fucking lies! I cried days and nights just thinking about how you smashed my heart real bad. And then I tried avoiding you and hoping that you wouldn't come back. But I don't know for how long, you searched me back and I was so dumb to still like you.

But then, you said that you don't want me back and texting me was just a waste of your time. Im screwed for believing you. My whole life was screwed by your all stupid acts. But still, I couldn't help myself to think where did it go so wrong? What did I do that made you feel so upset with me? I just want to know and thats all Im asking. And I know I shouldn't be apologizing but I am very much sorry for everything I did that caused you to hurt badly. And just so you know, I couldn't hold myself any longer, so I apologize for these tears that have already fallen down. Back then, there's no such regret knowing you and it was the best of two years time spending my everyday life with you.



I miss you Mr. Chuck Taylor and I will always do. Im sorry.

That Girl's a Genius Whoa oo

Tadi aku buat open house. Just utk kawan-kawan je but ada la jugak gang tua-tua yg datang iaitu ayah aku punya kawan-kawan and ada yg bawak parents. At first, punya lah nervous sbb ingat semua tak jadi datang. heh. But Alhamdulillah, semua berjalan lancar dan sempat datang dan juga makan-makan :)

Jutaan terima kasih di tujukan kepada:

1. Alya
2. Mira
3. Yus
4. Fatin
5. Iman
6. Thara
7. Ninie
8. Dilla
9. Ami
10. Amal
11. Ainni
12. Alia
13. Faizaah
14. Adik Amal, Nabila
15. Kak Epah
16. Kak Pika
17. Kak Mimi
18. Faliq
19. Apeng
20. Jumair
21. Ayo
22. Fayyadh
23. Kawan Fayyadh lupa nama
24. Wailun

Pictures upload nanti after semua camera dah ready. TUNGGUUU! ;)

Anak Orang

Ok. Tadi pegi rumah Faliq. Dia buat open house. OMG, mcm tuuut aku nervous gila sbb first time. You know how the first time all goes like what kan, mcm HOTSHIT! haih. But tidak. Semua berjalan lancar seperti petrol caltex G9726.

Mak dia tanya aku byk gila soalan. Mana jumpa, sekolah apa, nama apa, duduk mana and tiba-tiba.. "Aiman suka ke Faliq ni?" Sambil gelak pulak tu. Aku tgh syok-syok makan, boleh tersedak sikit. Isk. But seronok la jugak. Makanan semua sedap. And bila kitorang nak balik tu, mak dia siap bagi durian lagi. Mmg baik hati. Ahaa. Mak dia pun keluar rumah hantar sampai dekat gate sambil berkata, "Hati-hati Faliq hantar anak orang." Aku pun mcm biasa bila dah malu, senyum-senyum sambil gelak nervous. Heh.

Bila sampai rumah pulok, parents aku pulak tanya mcm-mcm pasal Faliq. Haih. Apak aku boleh pulak tanya kakak aku, "Kak, dia pegi jumpa mak mertua ke?" Sambil gelak. Aku pun tak paham family aku ni. Kejap marah, kejap ketawa. Haih.

Living In a Plastic World

Aku rindu Amer lah pulok. Aku dah tak ingat dah semua benda pasal dia. Lost contact sebab benda kecik and aku tak tau salah sape. Tup tup sekarang dia dah ada dekat Kuantan, Pahang study. Macam bangang je dia ada ckp "Apaaa? I kan teknik, so I sambung je, tu kalau u ingatlah I sambung electrical." Tu kalau aku ingatlah lah tu yg tak tahan tu, isk. Sedih ;S



Current music: One Time by Justin Bieber. Suara tak pecah.

Blop Blop! LEMAS!

Scuba Diver kami, Anusheini!

Dia ni lah yg aku selalu cerita jadi chandramukhi tu! Nak kate takdir tu aku tak tau lah tapi dia jiran aku dalam kelas. Alah dia duduk sebelah aku lah senang cerita. Kau nampak tak ada baju sekolah putih dekat tepi tu? Tu aku lah tu tengah agak-agak position aku sebab takut tak nampak pulak nak tgkp gambar awek ni. WASABRI! Sumpah aku tak tau apa aku tengah merepek. Maklum lah, pelajar cemerlang stress dengan final. Tapi bukan study sgt pun. Macam mana boleh stress? Macam sial aku merepek! -..-"

Kitorang ada nickname baru:

Iman > Paan
Fatin > Faliq Baldiman
Aiman > Lu fikir lah lagi sekali sebab aku tkkan bgtau -..-"


Lagi satu, aku rasa dah ada belambak dah benda alah ni dekat page geng-geng rempit DTRN sejati aku. Ok setakat ni baru 2 but banyak lah jugak tu lebih dari satu. Heh.

JOKE UJANG OF THE YEAR!

Q: Mi apa yang tak boleh makan?

A: MI RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIN! *ini nama ada sorang mamat tu BLERGH!

Random

But nothing lasts forever baby and we both know how the hearts can change.

Oh Boy, Here We Go Again

Oh God, you don't know how much I missed being with them 24/7 with no limit. They're my precious diamonds that no one can trade. They're my precious friends that no one can take. They're my precious sisters that no one can change. How I'd wish to turn back time and stop at when we were just plain stupid kids who liked to fooled around and always surrounded by each other's love and company. No boyfriends, no Myspace, no life but just kita je. You don't know how much I hate when we talked shit behind each other's back and knowing that that certain person already knew and got real hurt by our stupid acts.

I missed our life together and I certainly love being with you guys forever ♥